ramadhan Al_Mubarakk...kembali...~

syukur alhamdullilah......bulan Ramadhan dh kembali lg..dan ini brmakna..kite dh start POSE....hehehehe
dh 2thun ak brpuasa time kje...thun lpas ak brpuasa di Perantauan..mklumla..time too ak wat practical on Job kt Pangkor..so, xpat blik rumah...ak raya pon kt sne...sdih gler ak..thun ni plak..ak br je graduate, n ak wat kje part time kt Pizza Hut PD...pon xde cuty utk raya~!!!!!...tp triple pay la....~x raya lg la ak jwbnye!! hahaha...tp tu sume dugaan ak..ak kne fokus ngn kerjaya ak...hahahaha...cheh~
alamak ary ni ak brpuasa tanpa sahur la plak...hmmm....xpe2...DUGAAN....~~ hahahahaha
ari raya nty jgn lupe la dtg ke uma den ni ha...~ hehehehe

I HATE BEING POOR~!!!!!

rse macam hidop x smpurna je...ye la..sbnrnye ak dtg dr family yg x brape smpurna...family ak cume ada 2 owg je...mama ak, and ak...ak xd hrte, mcm owg len..yg ad cme ilmu yg mama ak brikan kt ak..sejak ak umo 12 thun lg...mama dah bcerai ngn papa ak...n papa ak smpi skrng dh lost contact...n btuhn2 x byr nafkah..so, slame ni...mama yg bkerja tngkus lumus...siang n mlm asyik bkerja..tanpa ade rehat yg ckup...smate2 utk ak ...sehinggalah ak dpt blaja tinggi2...tp, bile time konvo kesyen ak nty...ak hadapi masalah...masalah pngngkutan,dan pnginapan, ye la...kt tmpat owg kn...mne la ak taw...ak asyik2 mnumpang owg je...lngsung xde yg mbntu..ak trpkse la...mnumpang family kawan ak ni nty..ble konvokesyen brmula...ak rse cm malu ngn family dy pon ade gk...yela...family dy owg senang...abg dy pon berkereta mewah...ak rse cm segan lak..ak rse ak la yg pling kerdil sgt2...spe la aku nih..terpkse la tebalkan muke nk mnx tolong...folow skali tme konvo nty...ak dh trbayang dah..nty..ble time bgmbr pki jubah , owg len bgmbar dgn family....ak cme bgmbr ngn mak ak je...sedih ak...bju ak pon xde la ak nk vogue sgt nty...ak ade beli 1 bju krung e2 pon hrge dy RM 49.90, gne duit gji ak kje part time kt Pizza hut..smpi lebam2 kaki ak..nk dptkn RM 700 pnye gji...1 lg ak pki bju kurung lame ak kot .. utk mjlis tu nnty...ak rse mcm mls je nk pgi mjlis tuu...ak segan ngn kwn2 ak...life ak x smpurna mcm dowg...my life is hard...hmmm, ak xnk dowg pkir ak bkn2....tkut mnyusahkan dowg nty...xpela, mmg nsib ak n mama ak mcm ni...nk wat cmne...ak pon x mgharap sgt ngn Love matter..ak skunk ni tgh usaha nk crik wet lebih, utk ringankn beban mama ....xde la..ak mnx dy duit ary2...sbb ak dh ad gji sndri...2 pon ak kne brjimat...

YEAY~! KONVOKESYEN DAY is AROUND THE CORNER...~

hehehehe...xsabar lak rsenye nk tggu hari kemenangan bg setiap bakal graduan yg slame ni brtungkus lumus memerah otak serebrum kanan n kiri utk study n brsengkang mata wat projek final itu n ini...AKHIRNYEEEE~! sgale ssh pyh trbayar gak....dgn sgulung diploma yg dikejar2...huhuhu.....tp kn ble ak kje part time kt pizza hut ni...rse cm best lak...even pnt mcm mne skali pon..ttp happy je...huhuhu........................................................konvo nty ape bju ak nk pki lak nty?? hmmm....muat ke bju kbaye mama ak tu?? ak dh la gmok...adoiyai...tp dh kurus skit..hahahaha....mne x nye..slalu shift 12 tghri smpi 12 tghmlm..mau nye x mmpos..hahaha.......................................................

so pathetic!!

annoying btul kalo ak surrounded by people who don't how 2 judge a person very wisely...damn!
ad ke ak yg gile2 ni kate gedik?? ello...gedik laen...gile2 laen....im just wanna make everybody happy..coz im so fully of happiness!!....not just like u..so pathetic person ever...in ur life..hahaha...come on la...be matured..~
kalo stkat ak gelak n bsing..xbrmkne ak kaco hidop ko..ad ak sntuh priuk nasi ko?? xde kn..? so...who cares if u called me gedik..npe? jeles? ko xleh gedik ngn owg??? WTF!! hahahaha....mmg ptt ko layak duk kt hutan..duk sowg2...kalo ko nk snyap sgt...mmber ngn beruk2 kt sne..maybe sesuai kot...ko leh get lost dr idop ak pon xpe..x rugi pe2pon..poor thing la u! hahahah

DIMANA ADE JOB..DISITU ADE MONEY TREE...

huhuhu...hampir sminggu ak tinggalkn Kolej..sbb ak dh abs final paper ary tu...n lps tu plak ak g interview kje sambilan kt Pizza Hut PD, huhu...ak diterima masuk keje pd 11 May 2011...n hmpir ckup sminggu ak bkerja kt tmpt ni..mle2 kekok la ckit..but ble dh knl msing2 nye prangai..its ok..like a 1 big family...we all sharing n cares each other..even umo ak jauh beza ngn staff lme kt cni..tp we all sume happy je..xde pon timbul mslah umo..senior or junior..huhuhu..sume d'lyn sama rata...huhuhu......................bngge gk la..at least ak kje ade gk duit..drpd biar je poket ak ksong ..bek ad money...dr ak duk melanguk kt uma..smntara job yg lbih baik akan dtg..ak kje la dlu kt cni...huhuhu...ak slaloo motivate dri ak..supaya mnjdi org yg slalu give n take..full of consideration, always humble ..., asking when we need to know the knowlegde, helping hands, n most important things keep SMILED ...ni la remedy yg mmbuatkan ak akn jd lbih awet mude..huhuuu...n aku pling pantang kalo ade owg yg cam GUD2 je..tnjuk bgus dpn ak..sombong lak tuh...pergh! mmg ak FU** owg mcm ni...tp ak bkn nye REVENGER'S  person..kalo owg yg spesis amfibia ni..kalo ad aty nk tobat nasuha or baik2 ngn ak...ak leh consider..n leh memaafkan tht person... tp kalo jnis kapla pnye otak pnye batu pnye konkrit....mmg ak kasik DAMNN ngn dye nih..huhuhu....but anyway, i love my job life now...enjoy je..xde la tension sgt duk uma kne bebel ary2 ngn mak ak..suh ak kje..hahaha....amin . mudah-mudahan ak dimurahkan rezeki kje kt tmpt ni..huhuu

easy come n easy go...n who first come..n it deserve it....

haloooo...and aloha guys..long time no see...where u guy have been up to...?
missing all my moments in KUIM..2 weeks left...from now...i'll be leaving KUIm with honoured.....so, guys..i wanna talk about my dilemma here..i jusz can.t think anything rite now..in these past few days..now, i ve been hooked by 2 mens in my fuckin;' life ever...1 one of thenm are my BF...and the other one is a new friend tht who i knew him in just 4 days...2 differences of this guy is...i..my bf,he always busy about his work and the dull person i've ever known...but i love him...second..this man tht i knew him in 4 days only..showed tht he is more caring n understanding person...always talk with me when i'm in need..............so funny rite...?i can't stop thinking of my BF...although he wasn't around me every single time..juz wait n see..of coz..i am happy rite now for the last couple of days..before im leaving this CRAP college...hehehe..then i'll graduate successfully!~~

Murabbi Cinta...

Cinta? ...ak saje je nk ungkapkan psl ni...sbb ak tgok ..ramai org leh brubah sikap kerana cinta..
even owg yg sbaik2 akhlak ak prnah kenal...automatik jd owg yg menjengkelkan dalam idop ak..".the most annoying person ever..." nth la...skali2 ..ak bce buku ni..Murabbi Cinta...buku motivasi pertama yg pernah ak bacca...slame ni komik je ak layan...tp tbe2 aty ak trgerak nk bace buku ni....dalam kandungan nya yg mnjadi feveret ak...ialah:  "Cinta menjadikan manusia suka disuruh agar dengan cinta itu kita suka disuruh lagi disuluh..Namun cinta yang tidak ditentukan arah nya menjadi tidak tentu arah. Cinta menjadi penunduk kehambaan. hambalah manusia kepada sesama hamba .. yang hakikat semuanya adalah hamba kepada nafsu dan diri..."..........dengan sekelip mata manusia leh brubah kerana cinta....cinta dengan "Buayafriend" mmg xpyh ckp....hmm...so, ak pon muhasabah diri ak...xsmestinya tanpe cinta ngn manusia ak xleh idop bahagie...so buku ni (Murabbi Cinta) byk mengajar ak tntang erti cinta yang sebenar2 nye...ternyata Cinta pada Illahi...adalah cinta Sejati membawa ke syurga...~